To you who can’t open up easily.

 

To you who can’t open up easily.. To you who can’t express yourself like normal people do..

 How was your day? I know all you’re going to say is that it was good even if it wasn’t. You must be exhausted because you’ve been bottling up only God knows since when. But hey! You survived another day successfully. It’s okay even if you didn’t please anyone today, you don’t have to and I know you did your best.

Do you often lose people because you don’t know how to make them feel special? You must be blaming yourself way too much.. I know you tried so hard. I know you got misunderstood every time. Take a deep breath, you’re not the bad person they made you think you are. I know how much they mean to you, but every time you try to tell them, words get tangled up in your mouth.

“I’ve always been like that, what made them change their mind?”, you think every night. It’s nobody’s fault. There is nothing wrong with having a complex personality. I’m sure you’ve come across some of life’s ugly sides. Telling people how you feel doesn’t help you that much, does it? When they ask you what’s wrong, you feel like a burden to them. All they want to do is to make you feel better, but you know that no matter what they do, nothing will change. You probably love your solitude so much. I hope that at least you developed a technique to feel better on your own.

There is nothing wrong with you. Please try your best to accept yourself instead of changing it. Work hard to become the person that you’d like to become, don’t waste your time creating a version that pleases others. You’re not hard to love. If there is something that doesn’t please you about yourself, change it till you become satisfied not till they become satisfied.

I’m sorry if anyone made you think like you’re not worth it. You might not believe this now, but I hope you know your own worth and that you’re so precious one day. And just like every time, I hope you get to heal from every bleeding wound.

 

 

*Hey there! Welcome back to my blog! I didn’t post in two weeks. I’m sorry about that! But the good news is I’m back yaaay! Thank you everyone for your continuous support, almost 80 people read my last post! That’s huge!

I also have big news. I will read this blog post with my own voice on my YouTube channel. I’m currently working on it and I’ll upload on Friday so stay tuned and activate the notification bell!

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https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCchrtGB-_Kqxt7cVirSWKxQ